A Confession

So amid the hurry and flurry and hustle and bustle of logo designing, house cleaning, bill paying, working and trying to stay sane, we made a big decision: we want a baby. :D It's a little scary to say that out loud. I've had this huge fear my whole life that for some reason I won't be able to have kids, so I don't want to jinx us further by talking about it. But here I am, talking about it. I want a little person with his eyes and my hair, his fingers and my elbow creases. We want a little thing to love and take care of. It's huge and scary, I realize. And I'm not promising I won't regret saying this later if we find out we can't even have kids, or if we can and its completely overwhelming. But we've got a good strong thing going, and a good strong God. 

I'm sure either way we'll be just fine <3 

Also, this song has been stuck on repeat in my head all day:

All the best, 

you lovely people,

Grace Elizabeth.

Anxious

So, I start classes again today :( 

I took the last couple semesters off and I'm pretty nervous to go back. It's just a little community college and most everyone is very nice, I just never really grew out of first day jitters so here I am 20 years old and still getting nervous sweaty palms. 

But I am all decked out in HK gear so that helps :P

Last night, Calvin was trying to talk me through it- "What is the worst that could happen?", He asked. Well, a few years ago I fell down the stone steps at that college. Loudly. Like crazy loud drama tripped and fell and ripped up my jeans. I just laid there at the bottom, hoping the moment would go away....but it didn't. There was lots of laughing and no one concerned that I broke my neck or anything. So I'm pretty nervous that will happen. 

Or there won't be any girls my age in the class and I won't have anyone to talk to or be partners with. Gosh, I'm like a 7 year old kid in my mind still >_<

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Anyone else still get nervous about classes?

All the best, 

Grace Elizabeth.